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Sunday, August 31, 2008
Posted on behalf of Oberon by Julie Epona
Just
got off the phone with OZ - all of the happy drugs of the anesthesia
have worn off. OZ is really beginning to feel the pain and is very
uncomfortable. He's asked that your prayers and spells include a
lessening of the pain.
MG has arranged a lovely altar at the foot of his bed, which
he is using as a focal point during his meditation: Brigit, red roses, a
spring bouquet sent by GSW, and a Wizard doll.
The incisions were larger than OZ had thought, and there was a
lot of internal cutting involved. OZ's recovery is going very well and
on "schedule" - he is still only ingesting ice-chips. He will be on a
very limited diet for several weeks.
OZ
is still in very good spirits. He wants everyone to know that he
couldn't be doing this without your support. He sends a huge Thank You
to all of you.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
Posted on behalf of Oberon by Julie Epona
OZ is doing really well. The surgery yesterday went very well.
The
surgeon was able to go in with the laproscropic tool between the
abdominal muscles, instead of through the muscle tissue, which will
facilitate healing and greatly lessen OZ's pain. They removed the growth
and surrounding tissue, about 1-ft of intestine, which has all been
sent to the lab for pathology testing (results Mon or Tues). The
intestine was then stitched together; additionally, they repaired OZ's
hernia. OZ does NOT have a colostomy bag, the catheters are now out and
he is up and walking about.
He's
still experiencing yesterday's drugs, but when I talked with him this
afternoon, he said he was pretty sure he would start using the morphine
drip soon for the pain around the incision. He is pleasantly surprised
with how little pain he is feeling.
As
of tonight, all is well. He is beginning to feel uncomfortable, so he
is availing himself of the morphine drip. All-in-All OZ is still feeling
very positive & upbeat.
OZ
wants me to let all of you know that he FEELS the Energy flowing
towards him. As he went into surgery, he felt a psychic-euphoria
envelope him. The Healing, Support & Love you have sent is making a
huge difference for him - he is deeply grateful.
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
Posted on behalf of Oberon by Julie Epona
Oberon is scheduled for surgery on Friday, August 29, 2008 at 2:30 pm PDT.
Below
is a Healing Spell for Oberon written by Lady Pythia, based on an
ancient Druidic healing spell that Ellen Evert Hopman provided. Used
with permission.
OUT OF THE MARROW, OUT OF THE BLOOD,
OUT OF THE BLOOD AND OUT OF THE FLESH,
OUT OF THE FLESH AND OUT OF THE SKIN,
OUT OF THE SKIN AND OUT OF THE HAIR
OUT OF THE HAIR IT GOES INTO THE EARTH
TURN NOW TO GOOD OH CAULDRON OF BIRTH!
STRENGTH TO OBERON, STRONG BE HIS HEART
BANE CANNOT WITHSTAND OUR SACRED ART
UNTRAMMELED CHANGE, NOW STILL, SOON GONE
AS WE ALL WILL, OUR WORK BE DONE!
BY AIR, FIRE, SEA AND SOIL OF BIRTH
HEAL THIS LOVER OF MOTHER EARTH
GAIA'S CHILD, THIS MAGE OBERON
AS WE WILL OUR WORK BE DONE!
BY THE POWER OF THREE TIMES THREE
BY THE SUN MOON LAND AND SEA
BY THE GODDESS AND HER LOVE
ALL BELOW IS NOW ABOVE
BY THE CHANT OF ONE THIS SPELL'S BEGUN,
BY THE POW'R OF TWO THIS SPELL COMES TRUE
BY THE SPELL OF THREE, SO MOTE IT BE
AN' IT HARM NONE, NOR RETURN UNTO ME
AS WE DO WILL, SO MOTE IT BE!
AS WE DO WILL, SO MOTE IT BE!
AS SHE DOES WILL, SO MOTE IT BE!
Visualize
that tumor going to the place of transformation, into the Cauldron of
Cerridwen, the Forge of Bridghe; being pulled deep into the magma center
of Gaia where its baneful energy is consumed then used to create more
Earth! And it is an easy jumping off point to see that viscous center as
a Microcosmic Gate of Galactic Center in a Magickal Macroscope.
This is where I and ours would send a Baneful thing--'An it be turned to Good!
Humbly
submitted, in Her Service and sending my Brother a remembered kiss for
Healing from his Insides out!! Blessed Be dear one!
Lady Pythia
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
To all my dear Friends,
After a bit of concern regarding my surgeon's vacation plans,
and the possibility that he wouldn't be able to do this surgery until
Sept. 15 when he returns, we got it all worked out today. I've been on a
liquid diet all day, and tonight I'll be drinking Citrate of Magnesium.
Tomorrow morning (Thurs., 8/28), at 10:00 am, I'll be checking into the
Petaluma Valley Hospital in Petaluma, CA, where they'll hook me up to
an IV and begin the prep work.
The actual surgery is scheduled for 2:30 pm on Friday, 8/29.
My
surgeon is Dr. Cesar Veluz, assisted by Dr. Leone. Dr. Niendorf will do
the urology stinting (these are stiff rods inserted up the uretors so
that the surgeon will be able to find them easily to avoid cutting them
during the surgery).
I mention all these names because Eric Silverbear suggested sending energy to my doctors as well as to me. Eric says:
"When
the time comes, I think it would be good if we sent energy to the
Surgeons. We can ask for them to have clarity, wisdom, skill. We can ask
Asclepius for His Divine Guidance. Morning Glory said that we should
give the surgeon clarity to visualize, like a map, the anatomy and the
cancer, as the procedure with be laproscopic."
Dr.
Veluz will be performing a hand-assisted laproscopic resection, taking
about a foot out of my lower descending colon to get all of the tumor
(which is the size of a ping-pong ball) and surrounding tissue. The
laproscope will allow a minimal incision to minimize the possibility of
infection.
According
to all the pre-op tests, I am incredibly healthy in every way other
than this tumor, so we aren't expecting any complications. My heart is
in excellent shape, and so are my lungs. My blood pressure and pulse
rate are like those of teenager. No other carcinomas appeared in the CAT
scan or the ultrasound. And I feel really strong from all the energy I
feel being continually poured into me from so very many dear friends all
around the world!
Thank you all!
If
you will, please have a red or green healing candle burning for me
starting at 2:30 pm PDT on Friday, and think of me fondly as being
robust and healthy.
The
moon will be dark, so you can use that energy to visualize the complete
banishment and obliteration of all carcinous cells. Prayers to
Aesculapius, Hygeia, Brigit, Isis, and Kwan Yin would be especially
appreciated, and add to our own. But I also welcome prayers to any other
deities of your own devotions for my healing; I have no quarrel with
any pantheons!
Many
lovely spells have been written and put forth for my healing; I thank
you all, and deeply appreciate all of them! MG and I have printed these
out and done them at our own altar. I've posted one that my dear Lady
Pythia put together, based on an ancient Druidic healing spell that
Ellen Evert Hopman provided. I like this a lot, and would like to offer
it as a single unified spell that all who wish may do on Friday. But
anyone who has written or prefers other spells is certainly welcome to
use them!
Bright Blessings,
Oberon
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
The
past few nights I have had amazing magickal dreams of healing, which I
know have come from the full moon and rolling thunder rites that many of
you have been doing for me. Thank you!
And
I have been profoundly moved by the outpouring of love and support that
has been flowing to me from countless postings on this and other lists
I’m on. In particular, of course, the amazing poetry and spells (such as
this one) have just blown me away! I print them all out and MG and I
have been using them in our own healing rites here.
I have been asked what symptoms I may have exhibited of this affliction…
No
symptoms, really. I feel fine, as always. But I went in for a routine
annual physical check-up in July (it having been 10 years since my last
one), and my doctor found a trace of blood in my rectal exam. He asked
if I'd ever had a colonoscopy, and I said no, I never had. So he set me
up for one, which was last Tuesday. And that's when they discovered this
golfball-sized tumor/lesion. They did a biopsy, and it came back
positive for cancer.
I
must say, I'm having a hard time assimilating this emotionally. I have
always taken my robust good health and physical strength for granted. So
many others around me whom I love have had serious health problems
(such as Morning Glory's multiple myeloma), that I have taken the
position of always being the "tower of strength" that they could rely
on, as I have been blessed with consistently excellent health. No one
has ever had to worry about me, so I was able to worry about them, and
be there for them. How can I expect others who are trying to cope with
their own problems to now have to be concerned about mine? I don't want
that, and I don’t know how to deal with it.
However,
the doctor seems to think that this tumor will be easily removable by
taking a foot out of my descending colon, and then I’ll be back to
normal. He says it’s less than a year old, and the actual carcinoma
tissue is very small. I have an appointment with a good surgeon next
Thursday to schedule surgery ASAP. As soon as I have a date for this,
I'll let everyone know. The only concern seems to be over the
possibility that some of the cancer cells may have escaped the tumor and
metastasized into my lymph glands. That’s what the blood work and CAT
scan (Computer Axial Tomography) were to determine. Should that be the
case, then we'd be looking at radiation and chemotherapy...
So
I am calling for all the prayers and healing energies that my many
friends can muster to shrink and contain the tumor as much as possible,
so that none of the cancer gets out into surrounding tissue or lymph
nodes between now and the surgery. And, of course, that the surgery be
completely successful, and that I never have a recurrence.
And
if you haven’t had a colonoscopy in recent years, I heartily recommend
you arrange for one ASAP! I could have gone without this one as I have
all my life, and a year from now I could have been dead.
Again, thank you for your love, concern, and prayers!
Bright Blessings,
Oberon
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
Dear Friends and Loved Ones,
Yesterday
I had a meeting yesterday with my doctor, Stephen Denigris, to discuss
the results of the biopsy they did on the golfball-sized tumor (lesion)
they discovered during my recent colonoscopy, just two days ago. He says
it is indeed cancerous, and colon cancer is aggressive and nasty.
However, it is far enough up that it can be surgically removed along
with about a foot of my descending colon (left side). He said that it
appears to be less than a year old, so the chances of a complete removal
of all cancerous tissue are excellent.
The only concern is that some of the cancer cells may have
migrated into my lymph nodes, which would be a really serious problem,
requiring radiation and chemotherapy. To help determine whether or not
this may be the case, they took a few vials of my blood for testing, and
tomorrow at 2:45 PM PDT, I am scheduled for a CAT scan. The results of
the bloodwork and the CAT scan will be available next Thursday (8/21),
when I have an appointment with an abdominal surgeon to discuss upcoming
surgery—which we’ll schedule as soon as possible.
The
best things about all this so far are that we caught this early enough
that it should be completely operable; and at the same time, they’ll be
able to repair an abdominal hernia which has been plaguing me for many
years.
However,
Dr. Denigris also emphasized the importance of prayers and healing
energy. Right now, to shrink and contain the tumor as much as possible,
so that none of the cancer gets out into surrounding tissue or lymph
nodes between now and the surgery. After I get the results of the CAT
scan and bloodwork, I’ll let everyone know the status going into
surgery. Then I’ll need all the healing energy I can get on the actual
day of the surgery to ensure that everything goes perfectly.
Love,
OZ
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